"I came to bury my heart..." (a blue sonnet)

That bitter wind swept the bitter love
I felt for you; cursed by heavens above
No matter what, I’ll never part
Coz it’s you I’ve wanted from the very start.
That cold winter embraced the cold night
As if we were meant to create the life
I opened my eyes; knew I’m just dreaming
We never fit like a glove; through time we’re drifting.
Those woods I have always been into
Where I bury all the memories of you;
‘tis better to die alone and crying
Than living without you – where my heart’s longing
I’ve never felt a love a like this
So, underneath, I placed my heart in debris.