#2010was ... A+! :)

Hello everyone! I hope you guys are in good condition as you celebrate Christmas and greet the new coming year with a blast! I’m back writing (well, I’ve always loved writing... but, this time, it’s more serious. Aye.)

2010 has been a roller-coaster-ride year for me. Ups and Downs. Victory and Defeat. Joy and Sadness. Friendship. Love. Hate. Attitude Problems. Blessings. Trials. Opportunities. This year has made me laugh, cry, hope and endure – in all areas of my life. And for that, I’m writing down all these things I learnt this year.

I feel like I’ve been born again and the three kings have just arrived across my world offering their precious gifts. Let me share you these wonderful gifts.

ATTITUDE. This is the first gift I learn as I go along this 2010. To me, proper disposition counts a lot, particularly when dealing with other people. It is what other people see in you – a mirror that reflects your true self. It doesn’t really matter if you’re intelligent or not, rich or poor or whatever religious group you’re in, what matters is your character that makes people realize how worthy you are, not just of praises but also blessings from above. Great attitude transcends culture, race or gender. Gay or lesbian, Asian or Western, it doesn’t matter. It is how you mingle with people around you without hurting them or stooping down on them – but by building bridges everywhere with everyone.

The second gift I received is PERSEVERANCE. Whatever struggles you’re going through, as long as you stay steadfast, you’ll make it to the end. I admit I easily give up when troubles come my way; however, I’ve always kept the faith. When matters get worse, I always kneel down and pray. I trust Him that He will let His Hands cast away all the trials I encounter – and then I go on persevering. I chose Education not only because I see my potential in this profession but also teaching is my passion. My heart is into it. And I tell you my friend, as long as you love what you’re doing – no matter how many bumped roads you meet – and you have your persevering spirit with you, there’ll be no reason for you no to succeed.

A GOLDEN HEART. This is the last present I acquire this year. By golden heart I mean a show of love, care, forgiveness and kindheartedness. I have been through a lot of difficulties – personal, social, emotional and spiritual it may be. Personality-wise, golden heart is through showing your love to everyone – no matter how rude some people may be. It makes life lovelier when everyone offers each other’s love. Socially, I mean golden heart by forgiveness. Whatever fight you have with your fellow, vengeance is never an option – but forgiveness. Bear in mind that the misunderstanding you have is just a product of the conflict of each of your ideas, beliefs or principles – because in the end you’ll see that when you forgive, you also learn to accept. By far, the most important lesson I gain this year is to have a golden heart. It’s hard when you always carry big baggage in your heart. But when your heart’s golden, life goes on towards a brighter path. Life is short and miserable when you’re feeling bitter and angry. But, with a golden heart, life is short… yet meaningful.

This year, 2010, has taught me to love, to wish, to cope and to act like a matured individual. My journey this year has molded me into a strong, responsible, and a fully-grown Mark Anthony Orpiano. And now that this year s about to end, it still continues to remind me not to be hopeless for another year to come. Instead, it encourages me to look forward to a more optimistic and more fruitful 2011.

Surely, these gifts I will always cherish as I walk along the roads of life.

Boys' Love Poem: "I borrowed him like a book..."

All by myself I’m strolling down towards a room
A bookful place of silence and gloom;
All I wanted is someone to be with me.
Not just to study, but to love and cherish dearly.

I was just writing trivial notes,
When I met those eyes, as if telling anecdotes.
The way he smiled made me want to stay longer
And so I continued writing… a hopeful love story.

It’s like his heart and mine were already one.
In every seat, in every page of my paperm, he hadn’t gone.
It’s a feeling out of the ordinary,
For he is who he is and I’m not who I am.

Amidst the orchestra, he’s the singer; I’m the writer
But I knew we could really never be together.
I am who he is; he’s not who I am
He’s real, unmasked and I’m an awful sham.

His eyes sparkled me words of heroic knights.
Though we sat apart, I felt his body next to mine
Time’s fleeting; he’d leave me behind time
Oh, how I wish we’re always putting things in lines and rhymes…

Then his maiden came from behind the shelves
His graceful Galatea; staring at their own selves
I thought his eyes were only for me.
It’s so painful; I parked my pen sadly.

I sighed. I breathed. I was about to cry
I just grinned ‘coz I waited for something I could never have
I looked at him, that’s all I wanted to do
It’s happier than just sitting there alone and blue…

Now this story’s hopeless so I closed my notebook.
How my heart longed for his caring look.
I could never treasure this moment all my life
For he reminded me of the mask
I’ve always wanted to hide.

The Sea, the Sky and the Sunset...

(A diary of a forbidden love...)

As he wandered through the waves of the sea,
Was a wonderful feeling he longed to be…
They splattered, crashed within his heart
He’s left alone, not knowing where to start.

She danced. She cherished all his bluebells up,
She sang so her voice could reach the skies above.
He smiled with his birds all chirping
He blew her his kiss, so gentle yet breath-taking.

It’s a wonder when both worlds apart
Loved each other’s soul and heart;
The clouds so proud; the waves so might,
Together it carpentered one glorious life.

Her ridge of current was an unalterable love;
His nimbus chambers were serene, pure as dove.
It seemed so near yet very far.
She wept in still waters, while he cried all the dead stars.

How he wish he could be her armor forever
Her shield amidst the storms that shattered;
He always hoped he could be by her side for better
But every splash, every breath was a promise of NEVER.

How she longed to be his one and only princess
The one he dreamt about every minute, every second
But his dashing breeze told it wasn’t so right
To love someone like him, and it cut like a knife.

Who says you can’t have the best of both worlds?
A love that was enduring, genuine despite the scars and wounds.
A thwarted romance that survived the test of time…
And a long-lasting love of all the ladies and knights.

“My love for you will never run dry...”
He replied, “My love, you’ll always be my stars in every night.”
Now, I rested with shadows; and sure, for the rest of their lives,
They’ll always be that inseparable bond that never dies.

EPILOGUE

To all my fellow Plpians who had suffered from anguish brought by catastrophes months ago… to all the members of the Faculty who had risked their lives in unforgettable, traumatic experiences… and to all who had become heroes during those times of need… this one’s for you. Bear in mind that no matter how ruinous the storm is, there’s always a rainbow waiting…


With all the distress and enduring times.
That caused destruction and brought troubled hearts.
Ang when the thunderstorms enfold the sunshine.
That made us hopeless, and broke every homes apart.
Every child was deprived, his dreams were shattered.
We were so much stricken that the burden seemed endless.
Voices of help, tears had spattered.
Yet the chaos remained, appering so boundless.

Now the storm is over.
Wreckage had been done.
And the vine has been waiting.
For the ensuring sun.
Rebuilding refige, uplifting lives.
Like occupied bees recasting their beehives.

Surely there’s always a rainbow after a rain.
A light full of promising colors everywhere.
A new door of hope, after all the pain.
A new path of beginning, a future that’s better.

There’s a blue sky after all that we’ve been through.
A new badge of dreams and novel aspirations.
Never lose faith, God is there for you,
To guide you, ‘till tomorrow conquers its tribulations.

Do you think every household should have an internet connection? I mean, is it as necessary as water and electricity?

it depends. :) uhm.

aks me! :D

if you were to write a poem about your life now, what would your best title be? :)

LIFE: It's Complicated
x))

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What's the best book you've ever read? (This is a spam so let me know if you dont wnna get spammed. :|)

uh'oh. terif. :*

aks me! :D

What's one thing you're not good at?

singing. actually i have lots? haha

have you mastered the art of pretension?

Things you miss in the 90's? :D

i was born 1992 so i think.... hahaha! XD

have you mastered the art of pretension?

Yep. Look over the profile of people you know. Then follow who you want to follow. :)

uh'oh. i'm trying to look for Xavier Samuel (my big crush on Eclipse). haha. he does. but i think it's only a fake account. ayt. a die-hard fan maybe. eek^^

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You should ask random people questions so they'll follow you. :DD

How? should I follow them first?

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Nice! :DD

aha. it is! but more fun if people ask me about anything.

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HAHAH di mo sinabe my formspring ka pala. :D

ayt. i just heard of it from a friend. uh, quite enjoying here y'know. :)

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Hey followed you! Spam me. :))

haha. whatevah! x))

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How would you describe your style?

sometimes unhealthy. sometimes not.

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If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Luke Mitchell. :)

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What music are you listening to today?

romantics :)

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What celebrity would play you in a movie about your life?

ahh. i don't know.

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If you could become any fictional character, who would you be?

Pallas Athena Greek Mythology. ^^

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Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

listener. :))

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Where'd you find out about formspring.me?

from a friend.

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What's the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?

many to mention. LITTLE THINGS MEAN A LOT. :)

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Who's the most overrated athlete?

uh'oh. next question please. i'm never a sports-minded person.

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If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

i already got over my bitterness. :)

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If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?

secret. :)

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If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

chocolate! :)

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If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

"know what? you could have been more gregarious if you're not alone." >> what???

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What are you most excited about right now?

writing a boy-boy romance. :)

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What TV show makes you laugh the loudest?

the ELLEN Show.

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Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?

pool! eek.

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If you could eat dinner with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?

that's a top secret! :)

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Who's the most famous person you've met?

so far, I'm hoping it would be Kris Allen. he's my idol. :)

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Who's the sexiest man alive?

for me,? Luke Mitchell! H2O Just Add Water Actor.

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What do you think is your most attractive feature?

eyes. ? ^^

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If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

talkshow. the ELLEN Show! :)

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What was your favorite book as a child?

dictionary. haha.

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What's the furthest you've ever traveled?

zambales.

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How would you describe yourself in 3 words?

passionate. poetic. schizophrenic.

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"Unalloyed Beginning"

I’m wandering lonely in a plaited labyrinth
My steps are careful, slow but apprehended.
Each morning greets me with blissful sun shines
And nights grant me with fruitful twilights.
I’m making my way and then I met you —
In a short distance, I stopped and babbled.
I know this is the start of something new,
in my journey to the ladder of real world.
You make me smile every time I face the dawn.
You’re like a guiding light — right paths are shown.
I stumble, I stand up and I see your face,
I try and I succeed, I’ve always wanted you to embrace.
How will I reach you? You’re now traveling far,
If only I could run, to get that brightest star.
I’m still in a maze; you’re now at the end,
You’ll never wait for me, that’s all I comprehend.
Your footsteps will always be my motivation,
to reach my goal and go beyond my destination.
This bewilderment I know I’ll overcome,
Whenever I’m down, I’m certain you’ll come.
I’m sure one day I’ll be crossing your way,
‘cause in your soulful, I’ve always hoped to stay.

"Gallantry Endowed"

Amidst my life’s halcyon days
And momentous times that crossed my way;
Little by little, the clear blue skies
Started to vanish taking my delight.
Now I found myself strolling down the humped road
Hoping someone will help and carry my load.
I’m tired and I’m looking for a spring of water,
My clothes were torn apart, I needed a shelter.
I’m sad an hopeless and those cold nights
Reminded me of life’s fright and deceit.
Those prosperous days were now just a bygone
But I know it’ll be brought back by a helpful talisman.
Life is unknown and ironic.
It has given me awe and panic.
Some things were really not mean to be,
And didn’t work out the way I wanted it to be.
I just have to kneel down and pray
So as not to stumble in a flooding hay,
Disgorge my perplexities and stand up high
Like a phoenix rising from its funeral pile.
I have now the strength, afraid no more…
Ready for the battle, guided by the Greatest Armor..

101 Things to be Thankful for! :)

These are just things that I made and I think they worth the space. Check this out.

(NOTE: these things are listed not on how important the thing is. It is just a list. Not a TOP LIST.)

1. Being able to see the world.
2. A food from your plate, 3 times a day, 7 days a week.
3. Another morning added to your life.
4. Being able to sing, dance and both.
5. Having been sent to nursing and pre-school.
6. Having been graduated from elementary.
7. Having childhood friends, sweethearts and funny memoirs.
8. Being able to get in touch with your parents until their 40-60 years of their lives (or up! Honestly, there’s bitterness as I included it.)
9. A cup of hot coffee during a rainy season.
10. Entering High school journey.
11. Graduating from secondary school. (All can enter but only few are lucky. ^^)
12. Having crushes!
13. Getting a respectable job.
14. Having been endowed with a unique talent despite of physical disability.
15. Being able to walk — to see the sky, feel the air, smell the flowers, taste foods and hear birds chirping.
16. Having a rest day/day-off after a week of working.
17. Getting along with your teachers — inspiring or terror they may be.
18. Going into college.
19. Joining a contest of writing,
20. Winning a contest of arts, writing or quiz bee in high school.
21. Graduating from college — with or without flying colors.
22. Experiencing heartbreak. Pain.
23. Forgiving an enemy and befriending him again.
24. Being an academic awardee despite of status in life, race, religion or gender.
25. Having been involved in charity works, religious affiliations.
26. Throwing a party. (a 16^th, 1^st, 18^th, anything!)
27. A glass of water after a strenuous activity.
28. Knowing GOD and putting Him in the center of everything.
29. Being able to read, write and count.
30. Being recognized in the class.
31. Getting married!
32. Having your own family.
33. If getting marries is in here, I think Being single is too!
34. Having a quality time together with your parents and siblings.
35. Hearing “I love you’s” from your special someone.
36. A shoulder to cry on in times o trouble.
37. Getting in touch with your old friends after long years of separartion.
38. Being able to listen to the priest’s family.
39. Possessing a cellphone, Ipod, PSP, camera etc.
40. Meeting new friends who share common interests.
41. Hearing “I love you’s” from your parents, siblings and relatives.
42. Being televised, in newspapers, or in a one-on-one interview because of your altruistic, benevolent service.
43. Being a Filipino. (I certainly believe so. ^^)
44. A long walk with someone you love.
45. Surrendering your life to JESUS. :))
46. Meeting your idol — local or foreign — personally.
47. Having a good night’s sleep.
48. A passing, satisfied score in prelims, midterms and in finals exam.
49. Hearing words of encouragement from your true friends.
50. A warm ensuring embrace.
51. Having a very sweet dream.
52. Building strong friendship.
53. Being able to love and be loved back. (eek.)
54. A gentle kiss!
55. Laughing with your friends as if there’s no tomorrow.
56. A serious chat with your parents & siblings about problems and experiences.
57. Being able to receive good news.
58. Being able to wake up on a nightmare.
59. Having been promoted from your job.
60. A baby’s chuckle.
61. Being able to meet a long-lost friend.
62. Having been offered a bus seat after an interminable hour of standing amidst a heavy traffic jam.
63. Being able to witness a glorious sunset.
64. Going to some places you’ve always wanted to go to.
65. Having been appreciated.
66. Recovering from an illness.
67. A caring pat on your shoulder.
68. Being able to settle a dispute.
69. Living your life on purpose.
70. Being able to beat a certain deadline.
71. Going to school late only to find out the professor isn’t around yet!
72. Having classes suspended!
73. Getting on after a tremendous catastrophe.
74. Meeting your crush smiling and coming at you.
75. Owning a cherished pet.
76. Having a collection of your own.
77. Being able to cook dishes and bake pastries.
78. Winning a championship game.
79. Being able to travel around the world with your family and friends.
80. Having a private moment with your special someone.
81. Owning a Shakespeare book, poetry book or a J.K Rowling books.
82. Climbing a mountain, swimming down the deep blue sea or being able to travel in the sky.
83. Being able to share your talent with other people.
84. Doing something wholeheartedly without expecting in return.
85. ACHIEVING ALL YOUR DESIRED GOALS. :)
86. A memorable experience with your high school friends.
87. Completing requirements.
88. A scrabble, chess, badminton or tennis moment with your family, friends or special someone.
89. Spending a summer vacation.
90. Spending the Christmas season with all your family and relatives, of course with your special someone.
91. Being able to retrieve a lost belonging.
92. Loving your job with passion ‘til coming of age.
93. Being able to inspire people, touching their lives.
94. Having clothes to wear on, shelter and/or money to spend to.
95. Owning and reading the Bible prayerfully.
96. A shower of blessings amidst those trying times.
97. Being able to keep a genuine friendship.
98. Trials and hindrances along the way, for they made us stronger.
99. Learning experiences and growth opportunities that defined (and will define, for that matter) who we are now. (And in the future..)

100. Having strong faith in God. :)

101. Being able to read this — that means, you’re still alive and kicking! :))

Thanks for spending a little of your precious time reading this. You’re lucky! Why? Feel free to continue this one. I may not have things that you once experienced in your life that you felt really grateful. Reach me on www.twitter.com/poetbyheart21 or www.facebook.com/poetbyheart21 and send me your entries there! Mwaa! :))

Do you believe in angels?

yeah, i do. :)

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What's the best place near you to get some ice cream?

store.

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Who's the most beautiful person you know?

secret. :)

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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

kris Allen's.

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followed mark :))

aye!

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If you were offered the job of U.S. president would you take the job?

yeah, sure i will. :)

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Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?

mall. :)

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Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?

yeah, on my left foot.. i was iron-ed when i was a child!

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What was your favorite book as a child?

dictionary?

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How would you describe your personality?

schizophrenic!

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Who was the best boss you've ever had?

so far, my former EIC. :)

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What's your favorite sport?

scrabble. :)

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Do you believe in life after death?

yea, i really do.

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What would be the best thing about being a vampire?

you are able to taste different types of blood!

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If you had to perform at the circus, what trick would you do?

i'm afraid of doing exhibitions so i'll just sing out loud. x)

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Much Ado About Mark Anthony! :)

I like people who are … loyal and reliable, have sense of humor and a good listener.

I can’t live without …. LOVE!

If I had a million, I would …. travel around the world.

WRITING ….. makes me feel good.

The last time I laughed a lot … was on EDUC tour!

I’d like to have …. A good health. :)

If I could be granted those wishes, they could be….. 25 hours a day, 8 days a week and 13 months a year, so that I could spend longer time with my loved ones. :)

If I could change one thing about myself, it would be …. My negative thinking.

My greatest fear …. Losing my loved ones.

What I value most in life ….. love —- for GOD, family and friends and for myself.

If I were to write a book, it would be about …. Falling in love!

My advice to the young like me … life is short! So cherish your loved ones. Laugh. Cry. Be crazy.

Words I live by …. LIFE is a GOAL. REACH it. :)

Some things I like to do well ….. writing a “how-to” book.

Some things that interest me … myth books, anything! About LIFE.

Some things I would like to know …. Speaking French, using chopsticks, haha.

Some things I think that are great …. Getting married?? Hehe. Achieving your dreams. Knowing GOD.

Some things that I don’t like much … being alone.

Happiest Moment …. Many to mention. Graduation, High School Days..

Weirdest thing ever done …. I puked when we’re on a camp. Ugh!

Wildest thing ever lingered in my mind …… having s*x with my hunky prof! xD

People would be interested to know that … I’m a hopeless romantic!

Funniest moment …. Bonding with my friends.

Biggest dream in life … to be a call-center agent and a writer. :))

"Boundless Hope..."

It's a gentle breeze everytime I hear your voice,
It's a voice of triumph towering amidst the noise.
and from afar, amongst the million people,
is a silent birch, afraid to be struck and stumble.
You sing victoriously and you replenish its roots,
that soulful timbre enticing its roots.
Its branches has become more slender
with your voice inviting altogether.
Somehow I wish I'd see you face to face
and hear your voice, turning gloom into daze.
Somehow I wish I'd be singing with you,
Smiling at me, telling I wouldn't be forever blue.
I'm always there; you have my unwavering support.
from the crowd within, beyond all their efforts.
You seem so near yet so far away,
You're my distant dream I hope I'll attain someday...
Now I know I'm just one in a million,
It would be so impossible for you to hear my summon.
I'd be lucky if one day, you're here in front of me,
among so many stars, sparkling so brightly.
You will always linger in my mind and in my heart,
though you're staying never, from the very start